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Sunday, August 30, 2009
{ Sunday, August 30, 2009 }
I tried listening for once , and decided to give paying attention and doing work in mother tongue class a chance and what happens ? , i get looked down upon , i get sarcastic remarks , cold treatment and insulted.This is one reason why i dont`t bother studying during punjabi school . I know many look down on me , and i really cannot be bothered to prove myself anymore , i have given up on everything.I don`t want to leave this country , i just wanna run away now .How much can a 16 year old take ? , how many times am i going to keep breaking down ? , How long will i have to keep crying to finally be happy. I wish i was a kid again , everything was great back then , Mom and Dad treated me awesome , and now .. It`s like i`m alone , they don`t understand me , infact not many people do , and when we don`t tell them whats with us , they say we don`t make an effort to be close , what for ? , when all you going to do is ignore my feelings and just lecture me ?Hamzah got in a bike accident , it`s been almost a month and i don`t know how he is and what`s going on with him , i only heard his voice once after the accident , telling him to call me or txt me , but it`s like he`s in his own life , he was my most reliable source when i am down , he`d always say the right thing and he`d end up making me laugh by the stupid things he do.Gurjeet is also another one , whenever i am down , he is always there for me , whenever i cry , i call him and he always make me spill out all my feelings , he gives the best advices for me to smile and then talk to him about normal stuff.Then there`s Ravinder , while i am crying he can make me laugh and make me cry back again.He irritates me almost everyday but he`s really a true buddy , he`s sweet , nice , and idiotic.I seldom see him down , he`s always hyper or high . mad fella.These are the people whom i really don`t wanna leave and migrate .Who will be my shoulder ? , who`d listen to my problems when i`m down .I hope they sign the starhub global thing like how simi did , then it`d be like singapore calling singapore but only thing i`ll be in canada , free somemore ! (:I was a emotional wreck today , i so broke down , and let my emotions take control of me.Well , yeah i feel better now .Thanks , ravinder , gurjeet (:Goodnights.Love ,SharenCAUR.; Don`t try to explain your mind i know what`s happening here.
One minute it`s love and suddenly it`s like a battlefield.
Why isit the smallest thing that brings us down.
These times when we climb so fast to fall again .
I guess you better go and get your armor.
I`m not here without a shield , can`t go back - now.
